The Walker

by John Hamilton Farr on January 3, 2007 · 11 comments

in Earth, Personal, Spirit, Taos

When you live in any community long enough, you become familiar with the less (?) fortunate who live among you.

Back in Maryland, there was a poor soul we called “the gimp” (sorry), whose real name may have been Jimmy. At one time we lived just down the street from where he lived with his parents. He could always be seen moving up and down the one main street, croaking out hellos to everyone he met. I think he’s gone now, but then so are we, in a geographical sense.

There were others, of course, like the fellow who used to spend his days sitting on the steps of the old Imperial Hotel before it was boutiquified and made into a showpiece establishment for visiting swells. He wasn’t crippled, just strange, and I never knew his name. But I used to tell my wife that maybe that was Jesus, because the one thing I remember most from Gospel readings in Sunday school was that he said we wouldn’t recognize him if he returned. (Funny how the fundamentalists seem to miss all that.) My favorite Leon Russell song of all time is all about this subject, too. The chorus goes something like, “Never treat a brother like a passing stranger, always try to keep the love light burning…(something-something-something) and watch his eyes, ’cause he might be the Prince of Peace returning, yes he might be the Prince of Peace returning.”

Meanwhile, here in Taos there are a lot of such individuals. Perhaps the almost perpetual sunshine and general attitude of tolerance enables their survival, or maybe New Mexico’s terribly underfunded social services mean we see more of these people than most folks do. The “cigarette lady” is dead now, though. And the “shouter” has been hanging out in a different neighborhood, so we haven’t seen him lately. But we almost always used to spy a certain younger man, rather heavy-set, wearing a backpack, walking mainly along the main street on the south side of town, talking to himself. I called him “the walker.” We might see him miles away, closer in to town, or down where we live, but he was as regular as the sun until the cold weather set in. Lately I haven’t noticed him.

But “the walker” has returned. We saw him yesterday, not far from his old haunts, bundled up in different clothes. He still looks slightly overweight and still carries a backpack. He trudges steadily onward, hands wrapped around his pack straps, leaning slightly forward, moving, always moving. I wonder where he sleeps at night and who gives him food. He doesn’t look unhappy, either.

Interesting, that (and no snarky comebacks).

On one level, America has to be one of the heaviest, least-inspiring places on the planet these days. On all the others, we’re just as capable of catching a glimpse of what’s behind the veil as anyone. Things are not as they seem and never have been.

I need reminding every day, don’t you?

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John K January 3, 2007 at 10:47 am

There is a drunk woman who always sleeps right outside my building during the summer. Over a two week period the soilage and stench would build, as she would just sleep through urinating on herself, sleeping in the middle of the same sidewalk that all the boutique dogs freely defecate on.

Then I would see her wandering the hallways at the hospital, all cleaned up with a nice donated robe, almost as contented as she would appear staring at a near empty bottle of cheap booze.

At then back to the stoop of my front door.

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John H. Farr January 3, 2007 at 1:23 pm

Might be Jesus, you never know. That’s what I used to tell my wife about the guy sitting on the hotel steps…

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GravelPit January 3, 2007 at 2:43 pm

That old bible passage, (I think it was the bible); something about, “I cried because I had no shoes, ’til I met a man who had no feet.”…Shit, I cried because I didn’t have the latest laptop! I made about 85K LESS this past year after moving to Taos, and I’m only beginning to see GLIMPSES of the Jesus…Some people have all the luck!

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John H. Farr January 3, 2007 at 10:39 pm

Ah, 85K…now that would be all right. :-)

Downward mobility is very educational, however. Gives you a chance to see what’s left after dumping the props.

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village idiot January 4, 2007 at 9:06 pm

thank you for that piece (peace, peas?) John. it fits the music i just discovered “The Eels”, and am listening. the album with the stringworksand harmonium. you Americans are really somhpthin’…
god bless you!!
häppii nju yäär to you guys from zwitscherland…

paz

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village idiot January 4, 2007 at 9:10 pm

my dog just puked on my bedspread… what about that?

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village idiot January 4, 2007 at 9:12 pm

tschiiises kreist…. ;)

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village idiot January 4, 2007 at 9:57 pm

btw… i’m one of them
that didn’t fit in
kooked near the stakeout
had to move out
up nor$ to Aspen
2work 2 seasons
then to califorication
2work another 1

and then back home.. Europe
my heart stayed in Taos…
give me my heart back!! SAPPERLOTT!

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John H. Farr January 5, 2007 at 1:17 am

Ty, a wise fool told me once that an artist never apologizes. Perhaps a corollary should be that explaining too much is just as bad. But you caught that earlier response, eh? :-) Well, I will say that I was passing through an Ugly Cloud and forgot which way is up. Bear with me and keep on truckin’.

Dorftrottel, vielen Dank für die schöne Gedanken. Hab’ die Eels noch nich gehört, werde sie bald aussuchen! “Sapperlott” aber versteh’ ich nicht. Vielleicht hat dein Hund in mein Gehirn gebarft. “Kooked” near the stakeout, indeed, har. Onward!

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village idiot January 5, 2007 at 8:56 am

“sapperlott”, john, is one of my favorite words
it can be used in many different ways
my dog responds to it
it can be friendly, like a “uh yeah go for it!”
or like “damnit, don’t ever do that again”
it’s a replacement for a loud OMG!
or a very quiet compliment
sapperlott!

it’s an old word, rarely used
in these times where everybody talks spanglish
“yo man! easy man! f**ka you”
hip and hop and go around

we (the swiss) got it from francais
once, and a long time ago
1798 or so
after the french revolution

it’s time for another one
revolution, that is
sapperlott!

paz

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John H. Farr January 5, 2007 at 9:06 am

Boy do I agree with that last statement.

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