GRACK! Amazing Web Columns That Started It All

GRACK!  by John Hamilton Farr

This section of the Digital Potlatch is pretty special. Subtitled “What the Raven Saw,” GRACK!—an attempt to mimic a raven’s squawk—was a long-running Web column originally published at Applelinks.com. After they fired me for spreading an Apple rumor (!), I moved the weekly post to my own website, and it really took off. Freed from having to write about computers, I focused on Nature, life in northern New Mexico, and staying alive despite the physical and emotional shocks.

When I started, no one else was publishing anything like this online. What follows here are 15 of the very best GRACK! columns, the only ones available online at the present time. Some of them found their way into BUFFALO LIGHTS and TAOS SOUL, of course. Each one features photos and a raven call. – JHF


GRACK! 4/5/04: “Trabajo y Libertad”

by John Hamilton Farr on May 16, 2010 · 2 comments

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There were hundreds of skinny green willow shoots to be cut, leaves to be raked from the rocky bottom, tree limbs and trash to be thrown off to the side. Everyone saw what had to be done and did it, moving easily along, exchanging tools as needed without asking, talking quietly among themselves or calling out to neighbors they knew. I had little to say, but that was a given: far better to listen and simply work than try to ingratiate myself.

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GRACK! 12/8/03: “Terrible and Fine”

by John Hamilton Farr on March 15, 2010 · 0 comments

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The wind blew strongly from the south and shook the branches, but the tiny carcass was firmly lodged. Back and forth it waved, like something in a dream you half-remember and try not to forget. It must have fallen from the sky, dropped by a raven or a hawk, or been accidentally lost by dueling magpies, I reasoned.

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GRACK! 12/6/04: “Run to Ground, Part IV”

by John Hamilton Farr on November 25, 2009 · 0 comments

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No way could I stay there in the little house on Harvard Street, nor was there any plan to do so. Dubuque was hers as long as that would last, and I had business in New Mexico. I loved her more for seeing how she’d made a space to live her life, I realized: she didn’t know it, but the air around her crackled with excitement, and everywhere she went she made a difference. It had always been that way with her. There were hardly any birds on Harvard Street before she came, and the flowers that she planted seemed to grow up brighter and smell stronger than the rest.

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GRACK! 11/22/04: “Run to Ground, Part III”

by John Hamilton Farr on October 4, 2009 · 0 comments

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Adding to the instability of my tottering preconceptions was the fact that Dubuque was almost wonderful. The city is the oldest one in Iowa and has character to spare, at least in the neighborhoods on the bluffs and down beside the river. My wife had found a little house within walking distance of downtown and several colleges. The streets were narrow, curved, and steep, the houses clustered close together. Here and there the trees opened up and one could see for miles. With all the little shops and restaurants within walking distance, it felt a little bit like Europe, which set me back a bit.

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GRACK! 11/19/04: “Run to Ground, Part II”

by John Hamilton Farr on September 29, 2009 · 1 comment

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Standing on the deck of the “Discovery” felt inexplicably sublime. I still had 350 miles to go that day but wanted to stop time in its tracks and stay, having no idea why. “Where ya from?” he asked, walking closer. “The expedition camped here on this very spot, you know, on August 9, 1804.” I literally reeled, blinded by the light, and couldn’t speak. 200 years ago, on my birthday …

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GRACK! 11/8/04: “Run to Ground, Part I”

by John Hamilton Farr on September 21, 2009 · 5 comments

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It was time for a road trip. For the last couple of years, I really hadn’t gone anywhere. My honey was in Dubuque, our separate quests lasting over a year now, and I desperately wanted to see her again. The little house on Harvard Street was a mystery to me, as were the sidewalks and the streets she put her feet on every day. I had to see. I had to go. I had to get away.

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The last few hundred yards were for the record books or someone’s chronicle of the damned. The truck was either spinning its wheels in greasy, rocky mud or inching over narrow hummocks next to holes that would have left me stranded in an instant if one caught a wheel. I had to make it, too. This was it, last choice, nowhere to turn around and no salvation if I did.

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Alone and freezing at 8,000 feet in the Chuska Mountains of the Navajo Nation, I wondered if I’d live to see the dawn. I was happier yet more frightened than I’d ever been. High on freedom and letting go, I’d allowed myself to be led, one step at a time, to an isolated spot where no one else might come for weeks. It was getting dark and much too cold, and no one knew where I was. As I shivered and contemplated the very real possibility of dying from exposure, snow began to fall.

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GRACK! 5/22/06: “Not Coming Home for Supper”

by John Hamilton Farr on June 28, 2009 · 0 comments

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I lit the fuse, waited for ignition, and let go: incredibly, beautifully, my custom-built flying wing hissed off and up into the sky! It climbed perfectly in a straight line, turned gently in the breeze, and circled even higher. I couldn’t believe how well it flew.

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GRACK! 2/7/05: “River of Soul”

by John Hamilton Farr on May 26, 2009 · 2 comments

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“That 14-foot eyebrow is still there,” the first one said, shaking his head in awe. It took a moment for me to realize they were talking about snow formations, places where the wind had formed drifts into recognizable features. I could tell from their stories that they each skied alone in the wild empty places, enjoying the solitude only locals can know. They traded details about snowscapes and how to navigate them as intently as golfers talk greens — the difference was, it hit me when I turned away, was that these two loved something that could get them killed dead.

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